I don't think I've ever felt this HATED. Basicly I was browsing around on Facebook and I had just added and old old friend well, we USE to be friends before a big fight after that, we never spoke to each other. Four years later we happend to hear of each other again. And i realize that what i said and did to her was horrid but I really just want to apologize and now ...... Whenever I speak to her It seems I can always get the feeling of deep hatred inside her. It's been four years and both of our staus and personality has changed .... a lot. I everytime I think of how much she must hate me so many memories of us having fun comes back. I suppose I was being an idiot back then wanting attention. I have absoultly no idea what I'm blabering about. I'm just sad .... and guilty.
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