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10 September 2009 @ 07:44 pm
-Stressed Out  
What the titles says ^.^ Honestly I have worked SO hard to get on the team and yet my father didn't let me join, sadly.  I spent the entire  night praying that I wouldn't make it and apparently it came true, I guess this is what upset me the most because  even though I did  NOT  to make the team because of my lame excuse, but I had  also hoped  to be able to make it at the same time. I stayed quiet most of the morning and decided that I wouldn't mention my unhappiness to anyone and if I did I would stick to the story, I didn't want to make I couldn't face the teachers. Would this make me a coward not to tell anyone of this? And while my friends were now practicing at the school I myself sat here envying them, they were all trying to be kind and giving me support and comfort, But i felt that i didn't need their pity during lunch one of them   specifically gave me the look of pity and immediately  i seem to burn up inside i was furious that she would do so thinking i would not detect it in her voice and face. Anyways moving on life's good so farr :D
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artluver12 on September 16th, 2009 10:45 pm (UTC)
me or anna?